Hare Krsna, Gurudev

Dandavat pranam.

All glories to H.D.G.Srila A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, param-gurudev.

All glories to you and your Sankirtan yagya .

Thank you so much for your mercy. The last 10 days were really nice. H.G. Mukunda Dutta prabhu is really helping me. My rounds have improved.

General sadhana for last 10 days ----16 rounds + more chanted....on 30th I missed few rounds but made it up on 31st. Mangal Aarti attended 7\10 days , 4 regulations followed. Getting my missed rounds done too. Deity worship classes are awesome. Mukunda Dutta prabhu is telling us so many wonderful Lila that is taking place Nitya in goloka Vrindavan and what should be our consciousness while we worship the deity. He said that in Srimad Bhagawatam it is said that Krsna told Uddhava that worship of his Deity in the form of puja (snana and giving vastra and other upacharas are most pleasing to Him) .

I am really grateful to Srila Prabhupada , previous acharyas , you gurudev , H.g.Mukunda Dutta prabhu, for giving me the opportunity to worship the deity. Its only brahmanas who get the chance to worship but all of u are extremely merciful so you are allowing me. 

Bhakti-sastri is ok. Now I am getting some taste again in reading. Will make my efforts stronger. Hope I learn something. You said the lesson maybe "dont stay too long in Vrindavan". Do you mean I should leave Vrindavan but I think I want to improve...what is your order gurudev?

HpS - As long as you can control senses stay there unless you leave for teaching.

You asked if I had any realisation...I think the only realisation that I have here is that Srimati Radharani's mercy is the most supreme. If I pray to her she will definitely protect me. Krsna might put many tests and may not help me progress many times but Radharani is most merciful. She will definitely help. Am I wrong?

HpS - She is Krsna's personal power. Good, bad or indiferent, all experiences in Vraja are eternal and give us a connection with Vraja mandala, that is the perfection of life, to be more and more and more, awake to our eternal connection with Braja. How long will you stay?

Thank you so much.

I think I will post my sadhana every 10 days so that I feel connected to u and I remain strict .

Hare krsna 

Thank you

Rituraj krsna das 

Vrindavan