Hare Krsna BELOVED Gurudeva

AGTSP

PAMHO

Here we are finishing our rounds...thank U for your last letter. Yes I remember that I have to chant Hk HR no matter what happens

We are not going to India... my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. I have to pay for the treatments etc. Jambavan is going.... I am too ofensive to go to the dhama.... and also my spiritual life is not as good as before. But it will be I am recovering little by little

Thank U for all iur support and mercy

Please I beg 2 things for all the devotees who read this... do not tell anything to my mom, and a prayer for her soul. People who met her know that she is too sweet. She has her dharma really clear...

I feel so blessed of being her daughter

I just trust 2 people in this world You and her, the two persons who never ever failed me and always supported me.

Today is the 6th anniversary that my father went back to Krsna

Lots of samskaras... we feel that all are leaving..But then we feel Krsna and Radhika with ourselves all the time

Jaya Radhe

We felt so muchhhhh happy back to the altar again

We are trying to follow iur footsteps in heaven or hell we will always remember our dear  Gurudeva

Yes GM we have a garden.. I am doing gardening it is eally relaxing and we feel more connected with nature.... 

Thank U

Your useless daughter

Candramukhi dd

HpS - Wow!!!  What super news.  If you are in a female body you are usually really very attached to your breasts (envy and greed if you are a materialistic witch). Krsna can let your Mother die a "happy death". Very comfortable, then hellish detachment, then take birth on Indra loka and have a really good time with her family ... then be kiddnaped by Bali Maharaja's soldiers then......   bacteria ....  god.....   

Now she knows her body will burn up.  Cancer makes your body become compost so that it can be recycled into a new body.  Try your best to elevate her to Goloka consciousness, and then you will be in Goloka more than anyone else. Maybe Krsna will have her leave her body in glorious consciousness and then send you to put her divine ashes in the Yamuna along with your sister.

First service, Japa, "Radhe, Radhe", "Hare, Hare".