Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva
AGTSP
PAMHO
Thank U for ur DTC we feel that U are always with us. So we do not feel so lonely
I have my ups and downs. Sorry for not writing as before the thing is that I do not have anything important to communicate.. just that i continue trying to fight with maya with depression,etc... i have tried many things.. but as my coach says if I try so so many things then you can not focus in the most important thing. So i just remember what u always say FOCUS ON YOUR PRIORITIES
Basically I have an acceptable FMP. 4p ok i am delay on my rounds :(
I do seva at home. Give Bg class once a month in wilson .Collaborate in the festivals at the temple. Tutor BS. Sorry for not doing more.
Now I am like trying to connect with nature. I have always been attracted to gems. Astrology things like that. So I have gems that helps a lot. And i am learning how to use them. I would like to be an hollistic therapist. Also coaching. I like to help people so I may not think in my own problems. My mind is sooo heavy sometimes... I practice yoga... aromatherapy all these things help me. Some say that i am crazy. They call me a witch sometime.
HpS - In traditional English there are White Witches and Black Witches. Sam in Spanish? We had a pearl attached to your Japa beads one year and it reduced our allergy symptoms by about 75%.
And yes I am jaja. But I feel a little better so I continue. It has been a long way finding myself. And Getting to know me. I am so grateful to all my therapists and Mia Pineda told me "bendice la incomodidad que te lleva a tu certeza" So i am just being grateful of allllll the unplesants things that I had lived
Tomorrow I was asked to some service in chosik. I will put GN pijamas and then mangal artik thae day after Janmastami... So I humbly request your blessings. So that I actually realize all the blessing that I have. And I just want to take the vow that no.matter what happen I will always have the desire to chant Hare Krsna !!!! I want to chant always sometimes I do not have the desire. I am honest. As I always try to be. I have in my heart a GREAT DESIRE FOR ENJOYMENT. I just want that this desire little by little goes away. Anf just focus on what really matters
Thank U GM for always being there. I feel so lonely sometimes. But all your recordingS etc make my feel connected with Krsna and SP
Thank U again and again
Please forgive all my offenses
Happy Janmastami Gurudeva!!!!!
Looking forward to see U again soon
Your useful Daugther
Candramukhi dd
HpS - ASA --- We forget: If I chant 16-nice rounds a day, my life will be fun, exciting, at every moment. Then we do the "terrible" austerity of chanting 16-good rounds (or die) and, "Hey!", we remember, "When I chant my rounds, all my problems and my problematic association goes away, everything in my life becomes harmonius, and now it is opening up to Goloka Vrndavana!".
Remember???