Hare krsna gurudev

All glories to Srila Prabhupada 

All glories to you gurudev

Hare krsna

Dandavat pranam

Just yesterday I wrote to you how sad and lost I was feeling in ISKCON and today I had the good fortune of meeting H.G.Mukunda Dutta prabhu (head pujari Iskcon Vrindavan) and I opened my heart to him. He told me he will guide me and I wish to surrender to him as my siksha guru . He said he knows you. Can I accept siksha from him ?

He also suggested that I should get deities and start serving them then all my unnecessary thinking will be controlled and I will feel more connected to krsna . May I serve their Lordship in the deity form? I know I have so many mistakes but I will try my best . Do you think its advisable.

Today was prabhuji first deity worship class and I felt so much at peace . I couldn't stop myself from opening up to him.

Maharaj now I want to really do better in my sadhana. Please help me. please forgive all my offences and place me in your feet. Please tell Srila Prabhupada that I will try to become better. 

Please pray for me .

Thank you and sorry 

Rituraj krsna das

Vrindavan

HpS - ASA --- Hare Krsna.    I will read your other letter and include responses to this one there also, but both requests seem very, very nice!