All Glories to Srila Prabhupada ki jay !!
Pamho.
Dear Gurudev, i just want to inform you that i´m not chanting japa and i´m not chanting my gayatri mantra , i´m not doing pujari seva , i´m not studying and i´m not teaching. so its means that i´m not a bramana and i took out my bramana thread- Úpavita. well i have had good experience as a bramana but in this moment i´m not good and i prefer to be sencirewith u, its hard for me to tell u about this and i thought a lot.
My health is bad and it make me feel sad and tired, i´m trying to think positive and i will heal soon by krishna´s mercy.
Vanca kalpa !!
Jay Sri Radheeeeeeeeeee Shyam !
HpS - ASA - HAre Krsna!!! What ARE you doing? If you can breath you can chant. If you want to become the husband of The Witch and forcer Her to serve your sense gratification then there is not much to say, but if you want to realize the beauty of Krsna and serve Him then there is always a way to move forward!!!!