THE DREAM OF SRILA PRABHUPADA, CHAPTER 4

Words to my Lord: Sri Krsna, my heart is full of contradictory desires and my mind is full of suffering. I just cannot go out from this material entanglement that I've created for myself because of ignorance. Just only You, my Eternal Lord, can take me out of this miserable condition.

I wish with all my being that one day my Lord Krsna, through the mercy of the person whom I desire for spiritual instructor, allow me understand and make it real in my inner self this now I just wrote. 

My hope is that you, Guru Maharaj, teach me how can I get approach to Krsna and maybe someday I will be able to understand how to love and to serve the Supreme Being properly. Please, I beg you, remember about me through the coming time and, plaese, talk to Krsna about me and my family, we all here wanna be accepted for our Lord as His servants.

Everyday I think of Krsna and Srila Prabhupada. And everyday I think about your person, Guru Maharaj. Everyday I say your name in my prayers, I do this without your permission, it is ok ? please, forgive me, but it is one way that I can feel connected with you.

Infinite thanks to you. I'm deeply grateful for this opportunity that you have given me with your first instructions.

All blessings to you, your disciples and any people around you...

Your aspiring disciple and servant, 
Carlos Rold.