Hare Krsna, Maharaja. AGtSP!! Please accept my obeisance. Just reporting... i dont live anymore at the temple because I took precipitated decisions and because of that maya its everywhere i feel so weird I think nothing its right and every step that i take its a wrong one.. so for the moment Im gonna work harder in my devocional service (it easy to writte but not very much practice it) so the mind its going crazy but when it calms its very comfortable and i want to stay there all day... difficult times, thats the true. But japa and devotees takin me out of all that. Its wonderful. Im about to rent with a mataji, work and go to the temple and do my service. Im gonna accept i hace fear I' ve never feel like this thats why i haven wrote this last months... give me your blessings please i feel sunken. Im really sorry because i cant be a deserving aspirant of you. But give me your blessings to someday can be worthy of have you like diksa guru and follow your steps to reach the supreme goal... Hare Krsna.

ASA. - . Hare Hare Krishna,

We moved out of the Temple once. Temple was crazy. GBC agreed when they came two months later. It was easier living alone but harder in other ways. Experiment- in, out, half in half half out. That is making your own ashrama by sharing room with other lady. In any case life goes very quick so focus a lot on where your next life will be!