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Hare Krishna Maharaja! PAMO AGTSP PP!
Quite some pain in my heart while writing you.
Just checked my account, 8 months I didn't post a letter.
Anyway don't mean this to be a sad one, rather a realistic one.
Well moved out of the Ashrama(Govinda'S) went a bit not too much distant from sydney's cbd. 1/2 hour.
Studying music, happy to see how I can easily apply it to kirtan and see how others and I can enjoy it.
Was doing some rounds few weeks ago and it was really fulfilling and energizing doing it before school days so I wouldn't get too disturbed.
But really nothing firm at the moment in terms of rounds & sadhana/books reading a bit here and there. I Believe I just focused on my music so much
that forgot about everything else basically.
Went to Gaura Purnima+Aindras appearence day+ today I'm going to the Bhakti Club program at the uni . So my preaching is also a bit here and there. Sometimes though, discussing/explaining bhakti things to my friend Juan(from the Ashrama) is helpful/refreshing.
Nothing like the golden times tho.
Having a sanskrit name it'd be nice yea, but not enough inspiration to uplift my sadhana, feel like an old cow under the shade forced to walk on a very hot sunny day 300 km ! Spiritualy speaking, energy is great for 22. And yea I don't yet realise the intricacies of being here, just looking for more of this comfort, not wanting to scape to goloka dham.
Really appreciate what you are doing and all the devotees of Iskcon around the globe.
well i wouldnt' even call myself your servant atm.
Camilo
Hare Krishna AGTSP
HpS - Hare Krsna!
AgtSP. Every one is so different. I can't tell really how you are doing too much from the news you sent. Has Maya captured important ground in our heart or our deviations just superficial?
We are playing around with Samsara, no? And if we get to far into it Krsna can't help us!
One more time around Piccadilly circus!
Fleas, worms living in out intestines... Focus on Prabhupada. Read the Krsna book to see what kind of taste we . Don't push too much artificially, get a higher taste, some intelligent renunciation is needed, no?