Hare krishna Dear Gurudeva! 

Algtsp! 

Pamho! 

Dear Gurudeva in this moments i write to u cuz i really need u and  i know that i didnt report myself  for a long time, sometines i dont want to write to u cuz i feel that u have so many things to do maybe i´m wrong to think in this way, i feel so confused . i´m sorry pls forgive me .

I have passed for many trouble situations after been in Mayapur , i got really sick , i felt depressed for not been in mayapur, my health situation is not good now, and so on ! i´m not feeling good and  sometimes i would like to disappear from this world!

Maybe i have all this problem  cuz i´m not chanting 16 rounds and i dont have a good sadhana but i dont feel inspired anymore for anybody, i feel like dead , even i dont want to go to the temple cuz there r  many fights  and problems what does everybody to go away. 

I like and love to do kirtan for Radha Madhana Bihari in the temple and  i try to keep myself in this service but sometines no one is there, i ask myself that is happening to the devotees ? what the authorities are doing ? Are they a devotees or a demons ? what is going on ? why the authorities r not taking care of the devotees ? what to do ?

Dear Gurudeva i don´t want to bother u with all this problem but  i don´t  know to whom to talk. pls help me. 

Vanca kalpa ! 

Ys Caitanya Candrodaya Das.

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