mahāprabhoḥ kīrtana-nṛtya-gīta
vāditra-mādyan-manaso rasena 
romāñca -kampāśru-taraṅga-bhājo
vande guroḥ śrī-caraṇāravindam 

Please accept my humble obeisances

Chanting the holy name, dancing in ecstasy, singing, and playing musical instruments, the spiritual master is always glad dened by the sankirtana movement of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Because he is relishing the mellows of pure devotion within his mind, sometimes his hair stands on end, he feels quivering in his body, and tears flow from his eyes like waves. I offer my respectful obeisances unto the lotus feet of such a spiritual master.

agtSP! agtHPS!

I hope that when you receive this letter you are in good health.

                                                                         ON DEITY WORSHIP AND HOW TO GET FREE FROM ILLICIT SEX

"We wish to become Haridas Takhur, we wish to be as loyal as Maharajá Pariksit, we do not want to be  Lord Siva´s or Visvamitra muni´s reprentatives, we want to enjoy espiritual life like Sri Yamunacarya".<img alt="blush" height="23" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/embarrassed_smile.png" title="blush" width="23" />

Dear Gurumaharaja the price that one pays for wanting to enjoy sexual pleasure is very great.

According to our experience it has very injurious effects that attack and affects our consciousness , body, mind and intelligence, we become an easy prey to attachment, envy, jealousy, anger, and thus loads of suffering.

Gurudeva ,we have been arround 2 years intensely fighting to become free from illicit sex , we have been searching different ways to stop or calm down our lust, from keeping our sadhana in good standard to having cold showers.

On the other hand we have been searching for information about what kind of foods can help diminishing libido or that does not increase it.We also have been avoiding as much as posible stressful situations, as we believe this to be one of the triggering facts that cause our lose of control in this sense, and to finish we have been eating less, and we have experiencing some good results.

But still we haven´t lost completelly the taste for material death things.

Sananda is too playing an essential roll , she is helping me a lot, not long ago, while reading, I found an análogo  from Srila Prabhupada which said: 

“De las cuatro órdenes de la sociedad humana, el hombre de familia está en la posición  segura. Los sentidos del cuerpo se consideran los saqueadores de la fortaleza del cuerpo. La esposa, se supone es la comandante de la fortaleza; por ello, toda vez que los sentidos atacan el cuerpo, es la esposa quien protege al cuerpo de ser aniquilado. La demanda sexual es inevitable para todos, mas quien tiene una esposa fija, está a salvo de la embestida de los sentidos enemigos”.

So…we are working hard to abandone the gross sex prison, we are trying to engage our senses  in a rather appropiate way, engaging according to our nature, to keep our mind satisfied (let us follow Ambarisa Maharaja´s steps) to be able to focus more on yours and Krishna´s Lotus feet.

I wanted to also take this chance to thank you for your words in respond to our annual report. They have been like injections or bombs which have weaken the breastplate of our dirty heart. Now we know that in your instruction is our only shelter and also how stupid we are.

 

Following your instrucción we have started to worship in a more steady way, at home and also in the temple, we are learning from Mantri Rama Das to bath and dress in a more sotiphisticated and with a higher standard, by the way I am personal very happy.

Thank you for your support and patience

Anxiously waiting to have your personal association I say goodbye

your insignificant an aspirant to servant

Bhadra Vardhana d.

HpS - Hare Krsna! Hare Rama! It sounds like you are a neophyte pure devotee. Look for Satyaraja Kahn in NOI. Follow the link and read the instructions in CC. Tell us what you think.