Haribol

8 years, 2 months ago by Bhaktin Camila R. in Personal Sadhana Reports

All Glories to Sri Sri Gour Nitay!
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada!
All Glories to ALL devotees!
All Glories to you! 


HARE KRISHNA MAHARAJ! how are you? How is your health? 

I'm Camila R., I haven't written you in a long, long, long...loooooong time... sorry about that. I'm originally from Chile, now living in Buenos Aires Argentina, maybe you don't remember me. 22 years old :) 

I couldn't be able to be in your visit in Chile, and also I couldn't be able to be in your visit in Argentina...but FORTUNATELY by the mercy of Lord Krsna I had the opportunity to see you, one day before the congress of education started. I felt so blessed to have the oportunity to see you, just for a few moment,That was enough to feel immensely happy...

My life, and my spiritual life is ALWAYS going up and down, ALWAYS fighting with my mind, that usually wins <img alt="sad" height="23" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/sad_smile.png" title="sad" width="23" />...I've recently had a "down" time ... and I want to apologize, because I feel a very strong compromise with you, even if you don't know that, i guess..
I wanted to tell you, that your visit in Chile, make a GIANT  impression in my heart (again). I thought that I wouldn't see your holiness, and I was thinking like: "ok, maybe next year", so stoic. But then I saw you Maharaj ..and I thanked lord krsna for give me the opportunity to remind me what is important in life, and the compromise that I have in my heart with you Maharaj... I've told once you that I feel strongly that you;HH is my guide in this path to help Srila Prabhupada's mission...and finally return home. 
Please please please help me, and guide me home. Please accept me. 


Now, i'm returning to be more strong and stable in my spiritual life...I ask for your blessing in this time, I ask for your blessing in this fight with my mind... 
With nothing more to say, thank you very much Maharaj...I hope you are fine when reading this letter . :) 

Hare Krishna!
Sincerely, this foolish attempt servant.

RADHE!


 

HpS - satsvarupa swami asked Prabhupada how to chant better rounds and Prabhupada looked at him with very sharp eyes and said, "By chanting better rounds". Blessings, Techniques, They are all based upon person effort, bhakti. So, try your best. Fight with your bad karma, and connect it to Krsna's service. We hope you become a pure devotee very soon.