VYASA PUJA OFFERING
Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet
Another year here we are trying to glorify U ¡¡
Each year I discover new things in the developing of our relationship Guru – Disciple
Besides your humility, intelligence, renunciation, etc
I have realized that one of the most relevants thing that I admire U is that even if U are an already liberated soul, at the same time U are very human very real ¡¡¡ It comes to my memory when U mention Partha Sarati in your classes that he said that he had the compromise that every single mom must have their sons tonight after the fight ¡¡¡ and as soon as u said that your eyes started to become full of tears ¡¡¡
HpS - Who wouldn't. War is terrible, no?
Last year when U were giving initiation to Syamakunda and U remember his father, the situation became too emotional . I was not there but later I got the video ¡¡ It was really amazing ¡¡¡ The way You remember your friend.
I can cite more examples but I do not want to make U uncomfortable.
The only thing that I want to convey is that I admire the way U are your determination, the purity of your soul , a child’s soul. It came to my memory also when U commented in one class that one Maharaja in India told U: “Hanuman Swami U did not grow up ? did you?,” U are like peter pan ¡¡
Radharani refuses to grow ¡
Radharani refuses to know ¡
U are always fresh, happy, pure, and that is why U follow faithfully what your very dear Gurumaharaja asks, your beloved and respected Srila Prabhupada ¡¡¡
You are transparent, authentic, u taught me to continue no matter happens, I have to confess that last year many times I wanted to drift apart ISKCON, but each time I tried, I remember U, your words, classes, gifts and I just couldn’t because honestly I just can not imagine my life without HH Hanumatpresaka Swami on it ¡¡¡¡
I am happy and sad at the same time, because even though I write in all my letters BELOVED GM, if u were really beloved to me I wouldn’t have failed U the way I did many times ¡¡¡ So
My only desire is next year have the fortune to be in front of You and tell U I love U Beloved Gurudeva
Trying always to be iur disciple again
Candramukhi dd
HpS - Your dog will always love you also (if you feed him). AGTSP!