hare krishna maharaj pamho agtsp.

when in a fit of madness I left the association of devotees.

when in an unfortunate situation; I stopped chanting the holy name.

when in the darkest hour; my intelligence is finally convinced and confused.

when full unconsciousness, my mind take full control.

when I transform; and I turn into an animal.

when everything comes together and have no escape.

when my genitals control me.

when intelligence is thrown into the deepest darkness.

and finally when I satisfy my senses.

I feel anger that erupts within me.

then I will feel completely alone and miserable, full of fear and completely frustrated.

in that situation after the storm I will remind you once again.

then what is the use of forget?

so please remove the lust of my heart.

this is a good way to vent.
I hope you like it.

                          hare krishna - hare krishna - krishna krishna - hare hare   ---   hare rama - hare rama - rama rama - hare hare 

Maharaj thank you very much for all your support.

HpS - ASA ---  It is like start of Nectar of Instruction. We, you, me, ASA, are SO, stupid that we have to learn by abusing our body and even Krsna.  Oooo!   I hope that we can be more intelligent, no?     It is not a matter of great suffering, no? It is more a matter of great care and simple choices to do right. HK.
O.K.  Next letter, "The New Light of Spring"!