Hare Krsna Dear Gurudev,
    Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet.
    All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
    All glories to Guru parampara.

    Gurudev, some time, i feel, i should left the material life and go to Vrndavana and live a spiritual life....do sadna, read scriptures.

    As the donkey is getting older of this human life and am loosing days of this human life,......every moment.

    My nature is like a 'Saadak' so like Sadna, reading, deity worship, glorification of lord.  
    but have less knowledge. Need more clarity on what to left, where to go, what to do for
    best utilization of this human life.

    Please let me know if you have any thing for me.

your fallen servant,
Girivaradhari-Gopal Das

HpS - ASA --- We are trying to develop these university programs with Dr. Samaresha so you can please help with that. In SB 1.17.38, I think, Srila Prabhupada says that girls should be married by 16-years old and boys by 25-years  or take Sannyasa. Of course, that may be in the ideal situation in the future, but in many ways it can be true. If you are doing regular Sadhana for several years, then you begin to see you VAD. O.K. Maybe your should think of staying as a B'cari and preparing for full renunciation, Sannyasa. Of course, Sannyasa is very good as a means to study and read and do austerities to get knowledge to help others. Learn how to communicate and preach.