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Hare Krsna Maharaja, Pamho.

I´m Budanath, the donkey monkey.

I hope you are very happy and Krishna conscious.

Regarding the origin of Budanath, I'm not quite sure, but I'm wrong but is related to the Boudhanath temple in Kathmandu. .Literally it means "the Lord of knowledge," but I have always understood as "The Lord of Buddha", the Lord of the"enlightened soul", associating to Nityananda, and maybe Lord Siva, because for me, Lord Siva is the mercy of Nityananda projected on the subject.

ASA - Aaaaah!

It is true that I feel inside me a very loving relationship with the Lord Siva, I love, and I feel something very similar with Nityananda-Balarama, although I know Nityananda-Balarama are more sensitive, more secrets. I feel very close to them in some way, so that I think once that is related to them.

Sorry Maharaja, really do not know precisely.

Thank you so much for your answers, are like to meet you on the street.

In this regard I have been thinking a lot these days.

If I am not this body, and life itself is pure energy, as the spark and fire, meet the people you love, the feeling about the soul, the heart, is not a question of space, but nearby loving, energetic. And so I've been trying lately with you ... I have to admit that I who does not move, You seem to be always moving, and that makes me happy.

ASA - Brother Ass is at least 70% Pitta, fire, says our Doctor. Fires always are moving, no?

It gives me happiness prove that one can have a friendship with someone always wherever you are. I meditate on You, and with a little luck you scold me for being with so many mental nonsense. You greets me and shows me your joy at having gone to see You that day. Of course it is not possible without the Holy Names.

I am tired, confused, I know I have to associate with the Holy Names and when I do, meet my friends at the Holy Names.

I know you try to learn me to be a great person, pleasant to the eyes of Krsna, Radharani, Balarama, Srila Prabhupada ... and I appreciate that inspire me to break my mental worlds, and try to set the vision of my mind to really see, to feel from the inside of me, the reality as it is without the projections of my mental problems.

Today I was reciting the Holy Names and dust of mind was cleaning with the vibration of the Holy Names. So you were getting me wondering;

-¿ You finally come today?

- Yes Maharaja, I know I had to come before, my mind entangled me, Maharaja.

- 'Well, yes' You said “The important thing is you're here now”

And You were  explained that this platform of the mind is that determines the fate of death. The strength of our personal desire, now broken by the pure vibration of the holy name, thought materializes in the form of body. But if we do not let that touch, impregnated us with his mystical material power, we return to the source of our life. To the world where Life, God, Vishnu, Krishna is present with us without departing from the fire.

A world of pure life energy, without beginning and without end.

When I am in that state, I can not extend it by effort, but by internal pure desire, For love to not part with those people I love. I guess that's personal. I dream that this vibration open the clouds of my mind and let sunlight pass without interruption before my death, and may come running.

Sorry to dwell much.

Thank you so much Hanumatpresaka Swami Maharaja to make a fool like me to learn.

At Your shadow Maharaja, Yours, Budanath Das.

HARE KRSNA

HpS - Hmmmm!   The Srimad Bhagavatam is quite large. It includes, with CC, so many descriptions of these different realms of consciousness, no?   Go on reading Prabhupada's books!!! You will get to see you realizations of cosmology, time, space, psyche there!!
Hare Krsna, Hare Krsna!!!!!!!!