Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:

AGTSP

PAMHO

Hope U are fine ¡¡¡¡ Once and again thank u all so much for FMP ¡¡ for the recordings,tweets, blog, Kdh etc etc etc. All of that bring peace to us . We feel secure.

Mangala fixed, We read SB , review BV, 4P, 16 R ok 

I just wrote: We feel secure ¡¡¡ Security.. SECURITY. That is what a lady needs and then she can expand ¡¡ Stri ¡¡¡

I was reading the blog I saw the answer that U give to Sita lalita.. and also your comment about the behaviour of a lady towards a sannyassi...

A lady always needs to be protected  I realized that since my father left his body bad things happened to me. And also because i did not follow iur instructions.  But anyway I feel the protection of my father in my life... U told me once that my deities will protect me..  Krsna will personally manifests ¡¡¡¡¡ So I find myself in that position right now, I have an elder sister, not brother :(   And honestly a grhasta couple umm in the past that did not work either.. because nowadays in kali yuga grhastas are more interested in their own problems and that is fair I guess. Godbrothers umm I do not see who may take care of us, who may want to deal with this crazy lady jajaja. My security is my major concern.. who take care of my mom also ?? KRSNA ¡¡¡¡ I always ask for Krsna's mercy..

And you mention that we as ladies should take care of sanyassis but mostly mentally and physically ¡¡ Jaya I completely agree. Whenever I have the fortune to have iur association I just stay near and listen to iur classes and try to be around the most I can so I may get purified by iur association.  I just want to ask for forgiveness because I did not take care of u mentally >I just give U problems and discourages so sorry.

I will continue with my life.... smiling as U say in your answer to Namacarya ¡¡¡ And yes I have a lot to smile , as U say Brahmanas have good reasons for not to be depress umm i do not consider myself a Brahmana but just having iur association is the BEST BLESS BLISS that I have.. Thank U Thank U Thank U

As Draupadi my two arms are in the air and just depend on Krsna, I will continue with physchoterapy,yoga and some service.. I have no fixed service due to my schedule is not define yet.. so i am waiting... 

I talked with abhiram so we may help in your programs in August. I am correcting the BV exams that I left..  ¡¡¡ Jaya ¡¡ Thank U Gurudeva and I am so so sorry to be an embarrasment

Trying always to be iur disciple

Lunatic monkey

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP paoho. Very special are the prayers of Kunti. Draupadi had the most powerful husbands and Daddy on earth but look what happened to her. Yet, Krsna saved her. Still, if we do not feel protected NOW, that we have to ask for protection, we are probably not accepting the mercy that Krsna has already sent.

Life is simple and happy and purifying with Krsna.