Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:
AGTSP ¡¡ PAMHO
I hope U are fine ¡¡
HpS - ASA - Yes, hope you are fine. We hear you all had some influenza.
Thank U very much for giving us the opportunity to associate with U on Startmeeting ¡¡
I have the strong believe that Krsna is teaching me a lesson ¡¡ MY ego was too too HIGH. I always had this thought really really really devotees in general do not want to chant their rounds, or wake up early just because they are too lazy, or they are too mental ¡¡ ¡ And now I am realizing that maybe in some point it is true but I could not compare with anybody ¡¡¡ Everybody is facing different situations and different challenges. Entering in Grhastha asram is nice but a lot of purification too. Now I realize the advice that U said that SP gave to the Grhasthas to chant 4 rounds before lunch .. etc... Nowadays I am a little delay with my rounds one week to be more specific ¡¡¡ I have to use my intelligence (the little one that I have) and try to stablish priorities as U always say.....
Some practical standar and try to keep it nicely ¡¡¡ On Sunday I gave the class It was nice to remember all the things that I have heard from U and SP ¡¡
HpS - We have one round left from our 16. It is 5.50AM. Be a Sannyasini Ghrasthi. Let Krsna arrange the children, husband, society, politics, house, money, parties.... you just do the SUPREME AUSTERITY - 16/4. Otherwiise you will become an external person. You will become a pretty suit of clothes with a husband who smiles and photos of yoiu giving charity to the poor. <img alt="sad" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/sad_smile.png" title="sad" width="23" />
Three matajis asked me to teach them Bhakti Sastri so I will start giving them classes. My mind sometimes is my worst enemy, but little by little I am trying not to give her a comfortable seat...
I am getting used to my new job. I love to learn new things.. I am not too sociable but it is nice to know people and have the opportunity to preach. For instance, one lady asked me about my Kanti, and I told her the story about Tulasi ¡¡¡ she really liked it. It is a very nice city we can see the stars at night ¡¡
I am getting to know NBD little by little,trying to do my best for serving him. be a partner... I hope to do it better little by little I am getting to know
his kids...The thing that is a struggle for me is to proyect an image of authority to them.. I play more. anyway I will take advice of some of the matajis who live here and that are married
The purpose of life is to be happy, quoting Jayananda, I will be happy if I continue chanting Hare Krsna.
Sorry to give u this lazy report
I will put all my effort to be a better devotee
Trying to be iur disciple
Candramukhi dd
HpS - ASA - It is a good report. You have moved several thousands of miles. You are away from your family. You have a new job... To quote Janis Joplin's black doctor, "You doin' juss fine, honey!"