Brief report of my heart and mind .

9 years, 1 month ago by kitri das in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare KRishna Gurudeva ! PAMO< AGTSP

Writing from the clouds, (raining here in sydney)

We had an amaizing ecstatic ratha yatra just a week ago. And today 24hs non stooop KIRTAN with Kirtan premi and Vrindavan kirtan prabhu<img alt="surprise" height="23" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/omg_smile.png" title="surprise" width="23" /><img alt="laugh" height="23" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/teeth_smile.png" title="laugh" width="23" /> .Missing the startmeetings, I'll catchup soon though.

My servicehere still the same (shop) , did a few (few???) mistakes, but it is becoming more and more tasteful i feel/guess/want to believe.

I've discovered I'm not a big reader and japa chanter, sometimes struggle with the chanting, since I'm not waking up very early e.day plus I don't have a fixed authority/mentor and during daytime duties add up. I know I've been hearing my mind more than necessary and I need to do many changes on my lifestyle/way of thought/ activities,etc.

Finishing my Academic english course and now I've applied online to start a bachelor in contemporary music course at a very popular institute in the CDB . 3rd semester starts in sept so I'll see whether temple will continue to support me here while studying, otherwise I'll move outside the temple-which I Don't see as something bad now because I know it will help me to be more responsible and mature, since Ihaven't had much work experience in the past... - (Many people suggested me to go to india Before starting with my career, though I'm not very sure and/or  motivated to visit over there,except 4 vrindavan dham) and start with this project/path/way of life to do more and better and better KIRTANA ! JAYO!  of course lot of fear and anxiety due to this situation, but nothing that the maha mantra cannot stop/change/destroy/clean.

I feel stupid/sorry/miserable for doing all the mistakes i've done.<img alt="sad" height="23" src="http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/sad_smile.png" title="sad" width="23" />

Thanks for your love- compassion-&- mercy 

Trying to be a servant of you, Radha Gopinatha, devotees.

Camilo.

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HpS - ASA --- Hare Krsna, How is the Head Pujarini? She never writes with her news. She must have wonderful news.
Japa - NoI (7 and 8).   Getting up early is 100% of the proccess. When you do that (an stay up) Krsna gives you food service all day. You start seeing His active plans and battles with THE WITCH.