Hare Krishna dear gurudeva, please accept my humble obeisances. All Glories to Srila Prabhupada. 

Thank you for your answer! Very clear.

I've already introduced myself to Jahanava dd. and yes, I can ask her whatever I need but His Grace is dedicated to counseling men and women so he helps us in these topics. Anyway I'm always interested about you thinking also and what Prabhupada thought also.  Your instructions are very important for me and I think to have a Grhastha and Sannyas gurus is a great balance for my spiritual life. So I consider everything that you tell me in the same way. 

I've fallen down my last life, okay I accept that ! Anyway I didn't remember so there's no frustration! <img alt="cheeky" height="23" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/tongue_smile.png" title="cheeky" width="23" />I keep in mind what you told me about my last life time and what I have to learn in this one.. 

I'm taking care the deities of devotees who lives in the temple (like an aunt). Those which I had talken to you 5 months ago. In that moment I had asked to some Brahmanas and they told me it was right. Attachment are the pictures. They are amazing. I love to worship them every day and they help me a lot to keep a good sadhana daily. 

On the other hand I drew something to you, attachment also :) Hope you like it!

Thank you for all your advices,

your servant,

Belen. 

HpS - Jaya! AGTSP paoho.  1st initiation, 2nd initiation, 3rd initiation...

... picture Gopal. Hmmm. Very interesting. He seems more like the object of Vatsalya Rasa than Madhurya Rasa. Krsna is the most renounced also.