Hare Krsna!!! for ever!!!!!

9 years, 10 months ago by Bhaktin Paula Quezada in Personal Sadhana Reports

PAMMHO

AGTSP

AGTSSGN

Hare Krsna beloved Gurudev!!

 Hope this report finds you in good health  and recovering from the exhausting trip to South America, in which I could realize your innumerable glories and enormous examples of humility and austerity.  That is so inspiring for a stone-heart like mine !!!

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP... paoho.... So, you have a stone heart too like me and Bh. Reilly (last letter).

I would like to begin by thanking you for your infinite mercy  upon  my soul , by accepting  me as your  disciple , as far as I 'm literally devoid of  any good qualification. As Srila Prabhupada said (imagine what is left for me..!!) “I have no devotion , nor any knowledge , but I have strong faith in the holy name of Krishna . " In this premise I´ll  begin to plant my field and try to realize the instruction I felt you gave me in the  Khapi Dvaja.

I thank Krsna, for having the tremendous fortune of being  guided under the glorious shade of your lotus feet.

HpS - ASA ---- Now that we started sitting and working on our desk our feet aren't swollen and more. They look reasonable well but lotus, I think we got some more distance to travel!

He is so kind with me that spite all my mistakes, again, He  gives me a huge opportunity to grow. And i'm sure that refugee under your instructions I will finally  cross the ocean of material suffering and attain pure love for Krsna.

Because during my initiation I was absorbed in thoughts of gratitude towards you., Srila Prabhupada, Krishna… and due to the nervousness of the moment, I could not retain and remember all what You  said, so i wanted to ask if You could  please tell me again the meaning of  my name Pundavanika Devi Dasi.

HpS - I think I gave you little piece of paper with the name, no? It has a reference to Radha-krsna-gana-desodipika. It is a book by Srila Rupa Goswami with the names and descriptions of the associates of R/K in Vraja. Punda' is one of Radharani's close friends, servants, I think. You can look at Spoken Sanskrit De and maybe find "punda". I think it means something like she is very beautifully decorated with the qualities of the forest.

Sadhana report : chanting  16 rounds ,as enthusiastic as I can ,in japa beads, always looking forward  to improve the quality of my chanting. 4 principles strictly (Trying to control my demonic impulses for  chocolate and peanut butter.

HpS - I guess the p-nut butter is O.K. Roasted Pnuts, but the chocolate is little harsh.

). Home mangala aratik and daily lecture of the scriptures.

Very enthusiastic about my services at the temple. I have a “need” to serve and  take care of our deities at the temple (jaja..mmmm…as if I can ..!!), so besides flowers and garlands, i´m cooking  for the Deities (one of the services  that  internally motivated me to take initiation) and also a class of BG a week, as part of my fixed services.

I´m organizing for the Bhakti Sastri studies  this year. Though I have the doubt between the difference of doing it with one facilitator or another (Escuela vaisnava or nimsar,for ex ).Could you please explain or recommend one  to me ??

HpS - You probably know as much as I do. If you have practical relation with Nimsar or Escuela Vaisnava them work with that group. Geographically I would suggest Param-padam. Nice to get a local partner!!!!!

Guru Maharaj, thanks for the good thoughts  and consideration that you kindly had with me. I know I'm not worthy of serving you, but with your blessings, I hope to someday make a quality service to you and somehow be able  to help in the mission of Srila Prabhupada.

Please forgive the offenses I am constantly committing in my attempt to learn and serve you and SP. I have so much to work on….

Jai Nimai!, Jay Nitay!, Jaya Srila Prabhupada!!!!!

Your insignificant aspiring for servant,

Pundavanika DD

P.D: here is a picture with the special guest that was in my initiation ceremony!

The other of family, trusting in the guiadance of Srila Prabhupada

HpS - ASA - Nice photos. All respects to your daughter also! We hope here life moves ahead in a very, very, very auspicious way!
Seems you are going ahead on the path very well. Next is second initiation and then third then... Please send us news of the Chile yatra. Our respects to all!!! We owe so much to everyone.   Especially Jagat guru Das!!

Ananda vardana. Bhadra vardana, Abhimanyu.........   !