Satya-bhama dd. Mexico City.

9 years, 11 months ago by zareth bhaktin in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna

All glories to Srila Prabhupada in this beautiful marathon! All glories to you Gurumaharaja and his beautiful personality!

Please excuse my negligence of not write in two months. Many things happen so quickly, but I appreciate things that happen to this Jiva and the fall that is also.

With difficulties some not so serious, we continue chanting 16 rounds daily and 4 principles, the hardest thing in this time has been sleep early and get up early, had never been so hard for me, the alarm sounds and the body not respond. I live with girls devotees also, learning a lot from them, they are a great example, we worship the deity in the morning and afternoon reading Krsna Book, doing several events where we invite the temple devotees. It is so beautiful to remember the great family that  you Guru Maharaj gave me.

Guru Maharaj want to thank you deeply for the support that you provide me in the project to partner with Prabhu Marco, despite their blessings, read the third canto of Srimad Bhagavatam, wonderful courses of holiness Mahatma Prabhu and great tips of grihastha, it was not possible complete this project. The good thing is that he remained in sankirtan near the devotees and I too, we had nine months to get to know and recognize that our time and projects were different.

I for one feel that I should wait longer and finish college before undertaking such an ambitious project as the Grihastha Ashram. Although I would not want discard the project because Krishna consciousness and the refuge guru taught me that everything is eternal commitment, but in this case my opinion was not the only that important. Between many changes as initiation, live with devotees away from my parents, Sankirtan and University, meet a devotee was very difficult because it required time and dedication. So please excuse me for all offenses Gurudeva that I made to tell and do this.

Thanks for all, always you have been there for me in dreams and awake. I hope someday achieve with everything I'm learning, be more patient and prepared for the services they arrive.

P.d. the pictures are of the house party, birthday celebration and the altar home:)

His slow servant Satyabhama dd

HpS - AGTSP. Even if we don't get everythiing perfect in this lifetime we can get ourselves in a better birth next lifetime. You can be in Nadadvipa with Lord Caitanya, but.....  why not become perfect servants now!