Hare Krishna Maharaja ! AGTSP accept my respectful obeisances.

Thanks for answering and telling me that inspiring story about jayananda maharaja.
 

Here things are okey, trying to create or insert myself in the sadhana cart.
 But, I always have had a problem with my wrath, like from my very childhood(use to hit girls in the school, and grab knifes when people tried to scared me or chastise me, like that, violent reactions, not as much as others fortunately) so i think this things are still being manifest on my daily life, specially in my mind, sometimes i feel the desire to disobey or respond in a crazy way to my mentors, or to kill to create disorder to hurt people that i have envy of or i dont like their behaviour, like that, and this is slightly decreasing due to Krishna and the mantra i think, but sometimes it drives me crazy. I just wanted to tell you so you can know me , and now i feel i bit better that i ve wrote it down, and of course, I hope some advices.
KKS visited us a few days ago and stood for some good time, was pure nectar his association, Many devotees, he included, told me you first take care of the shop nicely, then start to come for books with us.
I memorized 2 more slokas, 2.2:2.7, but still there are many more, but my reading is not very good though.

Thanks for that beutiful verse in the Bg. 10.9.5 really inspiring.
I noticed, The deites are very mercyfull here. I was up and down, like always,( and i guess it must be because of my big problem, lack of sincerity with myself and others) but they are a constant source of mercy ,so I felt much better these days, like remembering my first Krishna Consciousness experiences and all the devotees that helped me, instruct me, i always remember them but when the realization comes is different. My praying has decreased a bit in terms of lenght and intensity and that's the consequence of a non enthusiatic sadhana. So slowly I feel like raising again in the battle. 

Miss the devotees so much, Indian association makes me crazy sometimes , I had to put a sign on the shoes place because it is tradition for them to take any shoe if its for a second( generally they use it to go to the toilete, so when they come out it is MUCI), but I completely hate that I cannot tolerate it . there a few new, south american devotees though cool people. 

This a happy month anyway, for my birthday(4nov) I'll sing for damodar ! I'm happy for that God's gift .
I miss your sanga as well. Waiting for your shelter, wondering if you;ve received the recommendations from the temple president.

Anyway, thanks for your time, Hare Krishna Maharaja AGTSP<PAOHO 

Aspiring to be your servant, Camilo.

HpS - ASA -- Hare Krsna. Somebody has problem with anger, somebody else with sex, somebody else with political power.... Karma. Some weeds have short roots and we get them our quickly. Others look small on top but actually have very, very deep roots and really may take one more life to completely eradicate them, no?
In Vrndavana only Krsna and Balarama kill demons.

Nice mantra. We see that in the KRSNA book. Only Krsna and Balarama kill demons. Others chant, "Hare Krsna! Hare Rama!", and pray to Krsna and Balarama to save them, adjust the situation. Of course, sometimes Krsna and Balarama GRAB our intelligence and use us to use violence to adjust a situation, but afterwards no body has a bad taste!

Go on with your Self-realization! Krsna is trying to do amazing things in the material world!