bhakta from india aspiring for your shelter 4

Hare krisna maharaj. All glories to Srila Prabhupada All glories to you maharaj. Please accept my humble pranam at you lotus feet. How are you maharaj ? How are your projects going on ? I know for a fact that by the mercy of Srila prabhupada and sri Caitanya mahaprabhu you maharaj are distributing the prema of Krisna to all of us extremely fallen people. I am so degraded but you still accepted me . I am so much gratefull to you . Thank you maharaj . Yes maharaj i have read the article on guru tattva . I completely accept every word of it . I completely believe you to be a enpowered acharya on the disciplinic parampara with srila prabhupada as the founder acharya and supreme connector to krisna. I also accept that after diksha if i fall down because of my offences ( radha sunya ) you will then become my siksha guru but will only accept me again when i follow the rules and chant my rounds. Maharaj as you asked me to do some service . Today by your and Srila prabhupadas mercy i for the first time went for book distribution on my own . Because of your blessing i could sell prabhupada books worth of Rs 755 in only 2 hours . Its all your mercy . I remembered you and most of the books got sold. Regarding vrindavan ..no maharaj i dont live near vrindavan . I stay in shillong ( north east india ) . The deities in our center are also named sri radha shyamsundar. Yes maharaj i am in contact with haridas das prabhu. Last time i talked to him was during radhastami. He too has been mercifull towards me. My chanting is going on ok. 16 rnds and 4 regs are ok . Because i live in hostel i sometimes eat mess( karmi food ) . Trying to find solution . Need to manage time better. Maharaj please give me some siksha. Should i start with TPP file given in ASA starting from NOI. Please maharaj although i am unfortunate that i didnt get your personal association but please help me. Begging for you limitless mercy. All glories to H.H.Hanumatpresaka swami maharaj. Your very fallen and ignorant foolish servant. Rituraj majumder. Shillong , india P.S. pictures of our center deities. HpS - AGTSP paoho. Let us look at more recent letter.