Hare Krsna dear gurudeva! AgtSP, pamho 

Well, i think the best that i can do is wait. It's about time... Meanwhile, I think that i should take  Shelter on Srila Prabhupada again... what do you think ? Anyway, Can I keep offering you some bananas ?  <3

I was trying to understand this sentence but i couldn't.: "you must have been a great Sannyasi last lifetime who was too much attached to a certain girl! This time you have to resolve the situation" I Just thought speculations between the posible meaning  and my actual situation... Can you explain me this, please? 

HpS - ASA --- AGTSP paoho. It is just Monkey and Piggy's wild speculation. Considering your attactment to devotional service, your level of austerity, it seems like you were a Sannyasi in you last life time or B'cari, but then your mind got caught by some Mataji and you were absorbed in that thought at the time of death. Now you have a female body, but now you can understand that attraction to opposite sex for sense gratification described in flowery language is "a real drag"! Even if it is not our Karma we must act on Jnana yoga. Do what our intelligence, Sastra, Sadhu and Guru tell us.

Thank you again and Please forgive my offenses. 

ys, 

Belen

HpS - ASA -- NOI 3. Enthusiasm is more important than Patience. So, be enthusiastic to increase your relationship with Guru - Krsna. Make rapid progress!!