hare krsna, maharaj, Pamho, agtsp,

its 2am in India, we are very much sane while writing this letter to you. we have not intentionally written to you for days as [i] we did not have any thing +ve to share with u [ii] we were seeing u were busy in North American Trip.
  HpS - ASA - AGTSP. It is nice to hear from you.
we dont know about our Karma, but seems Krsna has been very merciful for all time, esp in forgiving for offences done while being surrendering to upastha vegam.

there is a big question inside us always when we think of preparing for intiation, can I ensure of following the illicit sex regulaitve principle for life time ? its where we start developing doubt.
i dont know why you wrote "  You are also a very, very, very rare person. As a husband, father, son, student, we all feel happy to have your association."
but it keeps us motivated to atleast hang in ISKCON.

we are dumb person who does not have social skills, never developed them in whole life... we focussed more on process than on association....

and now we are facing consequences.. as u said "Illict sex is usually a community problem not a private problem"

i dont know what offence i did ..i am struggling to find asrama guru with whom i can discuss details...

anyway you can count us on for karma yoga , and use us if nothing a coolie or postman..

may be we are

"We love to drown in self-pity. Give ourselves rewards for our suffering, but it is all little pig like pleasures that don't even satisfy us but we try to make ourselves so stupid that they do"

    ASA - Wow! Who said that. Nice.

we feel happy by seeing your progress in services and your devotional replies. thanks for the blog, to you and Prahlad Nrsmha Pr.

hari bol,
     HpS - ASA - Hey, what is the family doing? Any news from the Christian association? Thesis?