DEAR GURUDEVA THIS IS YOUR LAST REPLY:

ASA - HpS - Please use translate.google! Thank you for your letter. They make us very happy. This world is very lonely without news from you and the other Mahatmas in Chile. We would like to call a taxi now. Put a few things in our bag and go to the airport and go to Santiago, Valpariso, Dog Pianist, everyone!!
We feel like Krsna in Mathura writing to Radharani. Ha! Ha! Ha!

I think Krsna will take us to South America January, February, March, April next year.

So good to hear about Oscar. We are trying to advance the work with Carl Jung but first is the Bhakti vaibhava and Education in ISKCON work. We will finish that soon then we can turn to Jung with full enthusiasm.

In terms of the poems, why not do this. The current Tpp-CB is dedicated to our good friend Lokanatha Das. Guess it will go until July 4th. Then the next one can be dedicated to you all. You can select poems from that and other work. If they have any value it is because Lord Caitanya's mercy goes to the most fallen first.

Please write us some news about yourself in general. Your life is an example for many others and we can discuss the general points here!

How is the Arjuna Das?

See you soon. HpS - ASA

GURUDEVA THIS IS MY NEW LETTER FROM TODAY: (translation by Google)

All glories to Srila Prabhupada
dear Gurudeva
Please accept my most humble obeisances

Here is bhakta Rodrigo Hernández from  Santiago de Chile. Sorry. Sorry. I can’t to write  before!

The  last two months have been very intense and complicated for me!

Thank you very much for your last letter / reply. Your letter is the most beautiful letter I have ever received in my life. Fortunately I was able to save on my computer 90% of our letters and skype conversations.

This is a personal letter. I have not been very good in recent months. Many problems with the mind and body. Also many concerns, they are all from the material world.

Your mercy is so great that you do not see my flaws, ofenses and Anarthas!

Every winter we must adapt to living with little sunlight. The lack of light affects our mood, our mind and intelligence. We use more electricity light. Our energy is very low. Sometimes we drink ‘bebidas’ that contains some caffeine. The problem is that this breaks principles! I'm sleeping so much and  I'm not chanting 16 rounds!!

Bipolar depression is our enemy for the last 17 years (In Octuber: I'm 40 years old). Every night we take our medicine (900 mg de Quetiapine. It’s a high dosis).

NOW I'm attending Adaba therapy, the therapist is very good. She is helping us a lot with our health. Also we are attending yoga classes! 2 times per week. More one day or two with sports.

On the other hand, our fear is falling in love with a non devout girl, fall in love with a beautiful woman but not practice Krishna Consciousness. Our fear is stop practicing Krishna Consciousness.

(We know two devout (girls)  who have left the process! They fall in love with a no devotees men.)

 
Actually we are confused with our emotions and feelings. There are some girls interested in us. How to make the right decision, if our heart and mind is bipolar and surrealist?
 

Also, there is many problems and anxieties at work. We are organizing two major cultural projects:
* One is with the Embassy of Portugal, Camoes Institute and the National Library. An exhibition in December.
* Our second project is a full day of activities in honor of the 120th anniversary of the Chilean poet Pablo Rokha (1894-1968). He is one of the great Chilean poets, He was suicide!


I write this poem for you:

Nosotros somos tan tontos que cantamos a la belleza del mundo material
mientras que los Paramahansas, los cisnes de Srila Prabhupada,
viven y sueñan con el Señor Supremo.

pd: Andre Breton was a french poet and the big boss for all surrealist! I send you a cover's book very famous!

With my most respectful obeisances
Ss Bhakta Rodrigo

HpS - ASA - AGTSP - paoho. Thank you so much. I think that your life is complicated. If you can work at such a high level of professional art and have a personal life of lust for a wife and family, this indicates a lot of intelligence. Maybe you were Indra in your last life.
What you could do if you were not manic-depressive?!

Actually you sound like you are just normal-depressive!
The solution must be very personal. You must chant as much as you can, read Srila Prabhupada's books as much as you can. Find devotees to read and chant with. Make reading and chanting group.

Preach what you know. Then you will see a good solution through practical means.
I will ask Nitai-gauransundara Das about you. He is psychiatrist.

Really you are doing pretty well. Just be enthusiastic to do what you can do.