Hare Krsna   Beloved Gurudeva

AGTSP

PAMHO

I hope this meets you in better health ¡¡

              HpS - AGTSP paoho. That is only possible for anybody from the spiritual perspective. We are not born to be happy.

It is kind of funny  that I read that U have lots of stress lately because I am feeling the same,  I thought that U did not suffer stress because I see U always pretty happy in your service to Krsna.. But I guess that iur stress is about how to please Krsna better ¡¡¡

I have realized lately that I have LOT OF EGO AND PROUD jaja big news ¡¡¡ umm but the good thing is that at least I am able to assume that. I need to be more humble more and more and accept my fautls and try to improve those.

I guess that all devotees in some points have had doubts about staying in ISKCON or not.  Yesterday I just heard some gossip about one friend and I said this is enough why do we do that??? I am there are lots of books to read, lots of rounds to chant , lots of devotees to make umm that made me doubt about being in ISKCON is good or worthy, becuase sometimes it is just gossips, talking behind our back, robs, ladies mistreated etc.. but then I just remember all the good moments that I lived here.. all the effort that SP does because He is still with us... all the things that U as Guru in ISKCON has to put up with. And I realize that I can not live my life without chanting Hare krsna and eating prasadam, etc

Nevertheless please tell me how to keep my enthusiam when problems came when gossips came how to be an steady devotee because sometimes all these things discouraged me. I did something really nice lately for a devotee that I care a lot and I received nothing just harsh words, indifference and I may say even humilliation I felt really bad but I must go on so how to do it ?? I am writing because some of the devotees may encoutered this situation many times.

The only thing that I keep in mind is that Krsna is the only controller and that I must surrender and that I must be humble 

Please enlight us

Thank U very much and please forgive us for being a burden rather than a help

Always struggling to be iur disciple 

Candramukhi dd

              HpS - ASA -- AGTSP Paoho. Has anybody tried to take off your Sari in the Sunday Feast while everybody just laughs at you. Did all your godbrothers just tell you to tolerate everything for 14-years living like a rat in a cheap apartment in Lima with alchoholic and prostitutes next door?

Somebody we know?

But Draupadi NEVER doubted that Krsna had a plan for while He was letting all these things happen. If you got your vows to Prabhupada: Good japa and strict principles then it is all part of Krsna's plan.

That is the paramahansa ISKCON. THere is also and ISKCON for politicians, Life Members many ISKCONs.
There is no better institution in the world but it has rooms for many kinds of people, no?