Dear Gurumaharaja please accept my obeisances. All glories to sri sri Goura Nitai I felt very sad in the last days, i think is Maya. It seems to me that Krishna is not present in my new activity, when i study architectur i am not able to see him there and understand that He is everywhere, something that i do experience when i chant my rounds or while doing pujari service .Is it only a manifestation of atachment?

Sometimes i feell that this is not my duty(to study),in the BG 3,8 Krishna says that just acomplish your duty..to do it is better than dont work.if vedic principles have as a goal to help us how to understand this eternal relation my question is how can i do if all the time i depend on the univetsity,travels etc?

I want to understand my relation with Krishna, our sacrifice in this age is to chant the Holy names, but even though i feel my 16 rounds are not sincere, i chant my 16 rounds and i am following the principles.

I am reading the CC(MADHYA LILA) and San Agustin confessions too. I have start to cook for Goura Nitai on mondays, that makes me happy. Please forgive my confusion and ignorance. I think maybe i should go to Brasil to the bramacarini ashram.

 Please tell me whats the best for me?

Your endebted servant Ter Kadamba dd.

                       HpS - ASA - AGTSP Desculpa a demurra responder. Posible es arregla de Krsna como el puede trabajar con Vd sin nuestra estupidez. Pienso tiene que leer Upadesamrta 8.
O.K?  Y despues escribir sus realizaciones, comprehensiones!!!!