Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:

AGTSP

PAMHO

I hope this meets U in really good health and please forgive all the problems and anxiety that we give to U ¡¡¡

I am very hurt by gossips and talking behind my back but instead of became discouraged I feel more energized in order to become more and more a better tool in order to help our Beloved Srila Prabhupada 

So here is my quick report that enthusiastic DEVOTEES are very anxious to hear

I wake up by 1:20 am then I go to work while being there I read SB, or BG or listen to clases on my MP4. I do not go to discos my mother does not allow me. I am at home by 10 am so then I can wake up early. My service I have to be honest is not so good right now I am very fragile and all affect me very much but as I told U now I feel more energized so I will effort more and more to try to please Gaura Nitai with your help and blessings ¡¡

I have 2 Bhakti sastri students they are very nice ¡¡ 

I am learning how to play harmonium I like to sing and I will participate y 6 hours kirtan etc Chanting the holly names is really blissful

I also taking yoga classes my astrologer told me that my nerves are really bad and I need to do that I took my first yoga class yesterday really nice ¡¡¡

             HpS - Yes, to much stress and you will go crazy. I know. I am amazed at how liberal Srila Prabhupada is with us. He always says that Krsna is very generous and I can see it more and more. How much work can we do. We have physical work, psychological work and social work, which involves politics which can be exhausting.
So, work hard, eat a robust diet, get lots of fresh air, sunlight and exercise. Chanting, Dancing and Feasting with like minded people. I like you mind. I am glad to hear these clarifications of your position. I get advice from my Godbrothers all the time that I have the natural faults of a Sannyasi. I am to simple and straightforward in what I communicate. I have to realize what things to put first and make them a little bit clearer, not so simple. I have to take to explain the context in which I am reading Sherlock Holmes. Another Sannyasi would understand but for ordinary people the context has to be explained. If not there will be gossiping and it is really my fault for showing my life to the public and not giving it a public perspective.

About other topics I do not know if it is absolutely necessary to tell U, I sometimes go to the movies with devotees last time I went with Rohini kumar das and all his family then very very rare concerts and then I just go to work then go to give spanish classes then return home and sometimes have lunch with friends devotees that's 't ... This is what I am doing right now.. That is my report this is a typical candramonkey's day. 

Please give us your blessings in order to continue with Utsahan 

Thank U very much for your daily association and guidance and please kindly forgive my stupidity and pride

ALways trying to be your disciple

Candramukhi dd

HpS - We are reading so much in the SB about Maharaja Priyavrata, Agnidhra et al. Do you think you could marry them and enthuses them to become President of Peru and make Hare Krsna a State Religion? Did Maharaja Priya vrata go to popular movies. I think he did, the Lion King, etc.
So, I think with a little adjustment you life is ideal and people who are criticizing you should apologize as they understand the real facts AND you should accept their sincere apologys. >>>