Hare Krsna Gurudeva , please accept my obeisances , all glories to Srila Prabhupada , all glories to you .
How are you Gurudeva?
HpS - ASA - Jaya! AGTSP Paoho...... I think I am what you will be in 15-years more of being a devotee if you continue struggle as you are.
I write you because i want to thank you for your last response to my last letter, i do have to say i didn't understand completely what you saidat that moment , until the other day , i started family constellations with ekanta bhakti , the day that i started i didn't feel any change , but 4 days later i was walking and suddenly it hit me , i remember what you told me , and im trying to act according to that Gurudeva, so , first of all : thank you sooo much! i feel very lucky to have you as a Guru.
So I'm trying to take advantage of a bad period for me , and its starting to get better , i remember also that when i told you i was moving here you said: you are trading headache for stomachache, now i get it .
Anyway I'm going to the altar on Wednesday, i cook for Them, Belen help me to cut the vegetables and its very nice :), also she is teaching me my first harmonium melody, I'm excited because I always wanted to sing , but I never learned any instrument,
Thank you once again, Japa Joe its really helping me , hope i can serve you more Gurudeva , you are my inspiration, Sarad Bihari Dasi
HpS - ASA - We are at most 7% self-made, 93% Srila Prabhupada, Krsna-Guru made. So that is where your inspiration is coming from! Now you have to pass it on to others. You have to become guru also.