Dear Gurudeva, Hare krishna . Pamho ! AGTSP !
Enthusiast and struggling each day by chant 16 rounds daily , 4 principles , minimum 3 days a week to go to the temple Mangalartik although with the favor of Krishna I can go sometimes a little more . Service in the kitchen, ghee and Yoghurt for their Lordships Sri Sri Radha Madan Gopal. Studies at the University and English class, association with devouts [devotees] partnership in the department where I rent (Monkey Ashrama). Thank you very much for your response last letter, now I take that statement as a banner in my heart, I ask to Sri Krishna every day by to gain intelligence for the preaching in the University.
This letter Gurudeva is very important to me, because I´ve never asked or commented this topic ever before with you, I think is important and done when one feels dicided In the marathon December I met a devotee named Marco, he is from the Yatra of Monterrey, is 30 years old , lived for a year in the Temple of Monterrey and he came to DF in the marathon for to do Sankirtan , he studied a degree in business international and is yoga teacher and he feel inspired by you Gurumaharaja.
From February we started writing and in Gaura Purnima he came to Mexico, the day of his glorious visit also Gurumaraja (thank you very much for your unique association) , I didn´t wanted to talk with you for this topic, because your visit was very quick and to really important matters , I preferred telling the authorities; Aravinda Prabhu , Prabhu Vanamali to ask his advice , permission and blessing to be approved permission to I met him.
Prabhu Aravinda said to me that he think that Prabhu Marco is a serious devotee and focused , which was fine that we met in the service but I had to continue my studies and we were always very careful and serious . Prabhu Vanamali also gave us his blessings and said that we should feel fortunate for the opportunity that Krishna gives us, they told to the other authorities of the temple committee in a meeting and in turn many dear devotees have given us their best wishes as well.
GuruMaharaja at the deep of my heart, and after listen classes and reading letters from you , you always we recommend that the association between a devotee and matayi should be until after the second initiation, because is better , I ask a sincere apology because I can´t be a first class disciple . Despite I listen good advices, I'm attracted to learn how to serve you next to someone, although I still find myself without any qualification.
I open my heart for you Gurudeva, and I external my deepest desire and ask their permission , blessings and instructions , for that this service I can take seriously and intelligence for the mission of Srila Prabhupada with my really beautiful family of Vaishnavas which Sri Krishna allowed me grow every day.
Sorry to steal a few minutes of your valuable time, you servant Sathyabama dd.
HpS - AGTSP. You are like fire and Prabhu Marco is like gasoline. Understand? So far in your relations it sounds like you are dealing with the two things very well. If they combine properly it is very nice. Otherwise it is HELL. Ooof. So, so many sad stories.
What is marriage?