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HARE KRSNA MAHARAJ

Hopping that when you get this report your health is as good as it can be, considering where we are….

We celebrate a beautiful Gaura Pournima festival. Lots of devotees came to the temple and we have a nice long lecture given by HG Nirantara Dasa ,  on the song “Jeev jago” and some other points about Lord Caitanya, Its amazing how much mercy The Lord spread on us!!  (I attached some pictures of the Dieties).

I´m chanting my 16 rounds and following 4 principles. But lately i´ve been having this intense desire of self gratification with…peanut butter!!  (at least is not chocolate any more!).

I´m  fixed  with my service with flowers and garlands 3 days a week. Also starting to prepare winter costumes for the Deities. I pretend to stay in the temple on Tuesday nights for doing service helping the pujari in the morning.

Actually, im living with my grandmother and my daughter Antonia (14). I got separated in 2003 and been single since then. In that case, what would be my ashrama??

-----HpS - ASA -- AGTSP. Grhastha. A husband may be an idiot or for some reason distracted from his duty or whatever, but he is always a husband, just like you were a six year old girl at one point. NOw you are bigger.

Maharaj, though I feel very uncomfortable for bodering you with my things , but considering that I still feel like a leaf in the wind, i need to ask you about my possibilities on taking refuge at your lotus feet.  I´ve been following 4 principles and chanting 16 rounds on japa beads for almost three years. . In one of my letters when I asked about taking refuge in you, you told me that if following everything for six months I can be formal aspirant for iniciation.  And i´ve been doing so.Then, im humbly asking for your mercy Maharaj, to please allow me to be your insignificant servant, to serve in the mission of my beloved SP.

I would really  like to thank you for all the dedication and time you spend writing books for us, as for me it has been the most perfect way for relating with KC.

In a stupid attempt of trying to aspire to be your servant,

B. Paula Quezada

HpS - Sorry little slow in answering. If you read the DTCs you can see why. Then you need a letter of recomendation from Temple President et al. Are you keeping Mangala arati, Brahma mhurta? It is a requirement. Read the Guru tattva at www.jayarama.us/kd/guru-tattva.txt. It explains houw we understand Guru-Disciple.

Nice pictures!