Hare Krsna Guru Maharaj,

Please accept my most humble obeisances and all glories to his Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada.

I wanted to give an update in regards to the last letter I sent through this blog if it was recieved. ...

HpS - ASA - AGTSP paoho. It was received by the Robot but we just looked at it because of our old age and travel schedule to India. Thank you.

Aja and I are still 2 hours north of Montreal at the New Vraja Bhumi ashram, acreage.  In the last email, Maharaj, I asked for your blessings for a possible marriage with a prabhu here

In the last week, he has decided after 3 years that he must sell the land and take vana prastha at this time since he is 45 and his health is not well.  We have already moved some of our belongings here and now are trying our best not too 'feel sorry for ourselves' in this situation since prabhu has decided it is not best for him to take on a wife and possibly have a new family at this time.  I remember this summer Maharaj when you said that feeling sorry for ourself is one of the greatest forms of sense gratification.  So at this time I am trying to look at the potential blessings from this situation.  I have learned a lot about home deity worship.  Mangal arati and rounds are steady.  I have had time to homeschool Aja with children's SB curriculum, make prasadam, and read scriptures everyday.  I want to see that Krsna is behind all of this and I am honestly trying to sit back and understand what is our next best move and not be careless (as I may have been before). 

Due to the position I am now in, prabhu wants to help financially so I am settled and engaged in a KC community.  I am wanting to take shelter of other devotee association, Balabadhra das and Vedaveyasa Prabhu, Aruddha Mataji. 

I am trying my best to read chapter 4.15-4.30 so I can keep up with the BH. Vaib. lectures that I feel very fortunate to be able to attend.  I ask for your blessings and any guidance, critiques, advice you may have so I am not careless but conscious in my new endeavors. 

Thankyou for listening Maharaj and please excuse me for my many offenses. 

Your aspring servant,

Kamagayatri devi dasi

HpS - ASA - AGTSP paoho. Kali-yuga is a MESS, but just keep up the Japa and principles and you will see that you are actually living in the Satya yuga. Aja has good chance but he also has to make his own decisions. Talk with the local devotees about your situation.

Keep on Blogging. 35-more people are in 87% the same situation as you are and reading what you are doing about it.