Kriya Sakti dd. from Chile. ¡¡¡Hare Krsna!!

10 years, 1 month ago by kriyasakti_dd_hps in Personal Sadhana Reports
All glories to Sri Sri Goura Nitai !<img alt="smiley" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/regular_smile.png" title="smiley" width="23" />
All glories to Srila Prabhupada!<img alt="smiley" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/regular_smile.png" title="smiley" width="23" />
All glories to You ! <img alt="smiley" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/regular_smile.png" title="smiley" width="23" />
 
Please accept my humble obeisances at Your feet!
 
Hare Krishna, Guru Maharaja,
 
First of all I want to thank You for visit us. It was very inspiring for all devotees and non-devotees. <img alt="laugh" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/teeth_smile.png" title="laugh" width="23" />We hope you have been nice for You too. 
 
We complete the Bhakti Sastri exam. Was simpler than we thought , but still, I forgot some things, that from now not forget more. We are waiting for the results. Meanwhile, we  aside for a while the BG, NOI , NOD and ISO, and started reading the Srimad Bhagavatam. In the first chapter it is said that only a pure person can understand this scripture, however, always recommend us (not pure) to read it. In addition to many spiritual practices, is this reading purifying or have to have a minimum level to be able to read and understand ? <img alt="cool" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/shades_smile.png" title="cool" width="23" />
ASA - AGTSP paoho. Yes, our visit was incredible. We are trying to put our notices in the DTCs. I think Patrak Das Translates Them. Read SB 2.2.12. The whole purport is great, "sex desire" is mentioned like 25 times and conclusion is that one should not go beyond Canto Two if cant follow 4-regs. yet, no?
 
 
My mind is very powerful, and it becomes a very emotional person. <img alt="crying" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/cry_smile.png" title="crying" width="23" /> I was a little sad because Oscar end our relationship because he could not project with me as a couple. I did my best effort to maintain the relationship, because I understand that Krsna consciousness couples the objectives are different (married, have children, be a team working in spiritual progress), but it didn’t work . Although he is a devotee who I greatly admire, I must also be honest to accept that we got along very badly. 75% of the time we were together was fighting and even psychological aggression.
 
I don’t know if You could see my annual report, but there I explain some of the problems we had in the relationship.
 
Three years ago, You told me three alternatives for a woman who is left by her husband or partner, according to the degrees of intelligence. My intelligence was third class, and now I hope to remedy this, and be single, without a partner, but under the protection of my parents, You, Prabhupada, Krsna. I know it will be best for me. You already told me too. <img alt="yes" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/thumbs_up.png" title="yes" width="23" />
 
I am following the 4 principles and everyday chanting 16 rounds at least, in a week from 5 am. I wake up half an hour earlier to be in Japa Joe! <img alt="angel" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/angel_smile.png" title="angel" width="23" />
 
I have a question about what does it means to do mangal arati? Is waking up 1 ½ hours before sunrise (although not at 4:30?) to chant Hare Krsna? Is sing Guruastaka? Are both ? How important is each of these points? Is there any more important than another?
ASA - It is in the Nectar of Instruction. Yes, 1-1/2 hours before sunrise, Bhajana and Kirtan for like 20-minutes is our standard. Dance for your Dieties. Make them amazed at your dancing.
Generally , I raise my Sri Sri Gaura Nitai after chanting my rounds, after de shower. 
 
In addition to my service as community manager of Iskcon Chile, I’m assistant pujari sundays again. It is my favorite service.  <img alt="heart" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/heart.png" title="heart" width="23" /><img alt="yes" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/thumbs_up.png" title="yes" width="23" /><img alt="laugh" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/teeth_smile.png" title="laugh" width="23" /> I hope someday to be the pujari. 
 
On Sunday February 9 we go with some devotees to south of Chile, including Camila Rubio (aspiring disciple of You. Went to see You at Buenos Aires), do sankirtana and to participate in Ratha Yatra (February 15).
 
Sorry to bother You with my long letter. <img alt="blush" height="23" src="http://hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/embarrassed_smile.png" title="blush" width="23" />
 
I hope You are very well upon receipt of this letter, and I reiterate my sincere and humble obeisances.
 
Your aspiring servant,
Kriya Sakti devi dasi
ASA - It is not long letter. Is nice. You can also have brothers! And if Krsna wants He can send a husband. Endeavor honestly for what you want and then let Krsna show what He wants. Let people know what you want and see if they can help.