Bhaktin Belen S. from Buenos Aires, Argentina

Hare Krsna, Dear Guru Maharaja

All glories to Sri Sri Gaura Nitai!
All glories to Srila Prabhupada!
All glories to HH Hanumatpresaka Swami!

Please accept my humble obeisances.

I deeply thank your classes since they have answered many of my self-doubt and allowed me to meet a great soul like you. But I am very indebted to you and now you are gone...
Yesterday, when I woke up, I felt a void and a great sadness because something had gone and I perceived. I thought that the temple
would not be the same because your absence. Anyway, I decided to go because Gaura Nitai. But this inner feeling had not gone an it made me think about that in the absence of somebody too significant, oneself realize many thing. And it was a little moment which I really felt that you should be my diksha guru. I`ll go to Santiago de Chile next monday. I would have loved to go now but I could not change the tickets and I'm regretting so much... :(
I was eager to talk to you but I find it hard because I'm so conditioned that it is very easy to block me under certain circumstances and even more publicly, because my mind is too restless and loves to disturb and let me anxious all the time.

In fact, chanting rounds costs me a lot of. I chant 16 ronds but in the second, my mind went around the world 3 times. But I know I have to force myself to calm it down and try to control it. And I take him to one of the questions I was left pending: How much can affect the development of my spiritual life not being able to sing rounds during the morning or attend mangala aratik because I work at that time? there is instructions in which you do a lot of emphasis: get up early, singing rounds and attend Mangala Aratik,
you have crossed in my road. Forgive this fall and completely conditioned soul by not being able to serve you in the best way.

Thank you for your amazing association. Sorry for my bad english

With a lot of affection,
Your attempt servant, Belén.

HpS - Jaya! AGTSP. Krsna uses the most stupid people to reflect His character. We are just instrument of Krsna. Please send more news.