All Glories to Sri Sri Gauranga Nitiananda

All Glories to HDG A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada!!!

All Glories to you!

All Glories to devotees.

 

Please accept my humble obeisances at your sacred feet.

 

Guru Maharaja, I write to you sincerely without any desire to contradict your instruction. I want to be honest as a disciple and for the trust you have bestowed upon me. I hope that you do not consider this to be an offense, my attempt to understand your sacred instructions. You have suggested that I prepare for my second initiation on two ocassions, the first via a letter on your blog saying I should prepare which I interpreted as for the future, and another instance on Japa Joe indicating that this would be in January. I want you to know that I am not prepared for my second initiation. I complete the vow of my first initiation and try to be a suitable student. Personally, I think that my effort is not sufficient to receive your mercy, but if you in your infinite mercy, decide that this would be the best for me then I will accept it without hesitation. I wanted to be clear with you. More than anyone else you know what is in my heart. I will do my best, the rest will depend on Krsna and HDG A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. Please excuse my letter and I hope that it is clear that I will never doubt any of your instructions. I will only try to be sincere with you just like the first time when we came into contact.

 Thank you for your time.

 

 

 Your aspiring servent,

 Rati Manjari Devi Dasi