Dandvats to TB, UG and BW..
Hare Krsna Maharaj, PAMHO,AGTSP,
hope you[HpS] will read this letter in Nashville. we are very much thank full association of Complete ASA. Last few weeks we were listening to mind talk "saying even if Dwarf joins ASA, he wont be able to keep the minimum requiremens. {the one rule}".
However Krsna never wants us to go back . <cite>We got some hope, </cite>When you gave nice example about sincerity and determination [<cite>sb/4/8/30] from Boise on [ 6 july]. You gave your own example.
But then little doubt again arose by reading the reply to letter --</cite>
http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/node/3203.."Of course, if there is an earthquake and one end of the bridge falls into the Pacific Ocean then no one criticizes the bridge maker for insufficient bridge. If you test yourself under basic conditions and you can follow now, then you are ready for formal initiation. You are not responsible for un-predictable situations.".... Now what are these unpredictable situations especially in matters of Illicet sex {if any}. We are holding our intiation progress because even we may
dont break this rule for one year get intiation, we can not make life time commitment {as we understand}. the bridge may fall. [neeed to understand, it is becasue of earthquake or construction problems].
HpS - ASA - AGTSP. Paoho. Would you put up a bridge and see it last for one year with every expectation that it might fall down if there were cars on it, and if it held up for one year, with that same doubts then allow to cars to travel over it?
No.
For one year you see that your bridge will work. You give it tests under different conditions and then open it with confidence that people, Krsna, is safe. We don't criticize engineer if California falls in the ocean, but we do criticize if he knew that there was doubt under practical conditions. We can overcome that. Sexual relations are natural.
sadhana update:-- 16 rounds, 4 rules, SB- 1 chap a week, Karma Yoga of family seems better [with helpe of Asrama gurus], jnana yoga of PhD is also better under new guide[http://www.som.iitb.ac.in/~bhargava/] .
Gopal Diety-- the standard of cleanliness and regualirty have decreased. Need to make it more consistent.
HpS - Keep your Gopal healthy!
We were curious what did you present [http://hps-d6.monkeywarrior.com/node/3176] from ET hall "Dance of Time" book in Australia.
HpS - We don't know????
In node 3129 you wrote--"Honestly, I am very impressed with your determination" . we are typical Ksatriya "death before dishonor", however we fall many times because we are not intelligent, may be brave. {one can not be ksatriya alone- he needs support system. Jay BHVAI}. Moreover Krsna is also determined, he keeps on sending differen gurus in all Time , Place ,Cicrumstances. Atleast we can reciprocate little bit of that. {{we wish we can have battle of wrestling like Chandoon with SPOG, and see drop of sweat coming from his lotus face--adhbhut}}.
can you tell us result of Beard Experiment?
HpS - We shaved it off the first day we arrived and got sissors and razor! -[;0)==
It was fun. Everyman should grow a beard at least once in his lifetime. Gave us a lot of self realization who we are. Gave skin a relief from Shaving!
We would try to assist you as much as we can in your Sankirtana of Manipur and Kolkata.
We got lot of help in parenting from this page- http://www.iskconeducation.org/articles/books_123
we are sorry to disappoint you in many fronts, asrama, sadhana, seva. But all this faults are very helpful if they motivate us to take shelter of SPOG and parampara.
Please convery our thanks to Mother Urmila, if you get chance to communicate with her. for helping such a fallen man.
regards,
Dwarf/t
HpS - ASA - AGTSP. Thank you. Nice letter. Gives us strength and will be six times better if you go through them one time more after you write them to edit punctuation etc. Thank you.