Hare Krishna dear gur maharaj,

Please accept my humble obesciences. All glories to Srila Prabhupad. Thank you very much for your continued support despite my fall downs. I found that, if I avoid going out for lunch with regular colleagues, then I am fairly successfull in controlling my urge to eat onion. Although a bit socially debilitating, it does seem like the best method for me at this time.  Sometimes, I get the episodes of feelings like, what is life without eating good food, but I need to control my urges based on ultimate good rather than something passing.

Please pray for me, so that I have strength to maintain the rules and I can take deeksha from you maharaj

your aspiring servant

Nataraj

                  HpS - ASA -  AGTSP!!!!!!   In England we find one devotee you faces the same problem but with Chocolate.   Chocolate is like a religion in England.  Probably because of the dark cold weather.  Giving up chocolate is like a social insult.  But you can just tell people that it is part of your yoga. and then that will be a nice platfor for preaching or that you have a terrible reaction to onion, heart disease.  Ha!   Ha!   Ha!  But yes, if you have to give association to get Krsna then do it.  The wives of the Brahmanas who were doing sacrifice.  What happened to them and their relation with their families???