Nitya Kisori dd reporting

11 years, 8 months ago by b.Natalia Molina in Personal Sadhana Reports
Hare Krsna dear Guru Maharaja
Please accept my humble obeisances
All glories to Srila Prabhupada ! ! !
 
I arrived to Peru on 1st April. I am in my house, with my family.
 
 
            ASA -   Jaya!   AGTSP.    paoho.   Very interesting!        Hope you got chance to meet with Candramukhi, Yugala, Gaura.....   Mother Ganga!   All the devotees.  go visit LAD!!!  Best regards to your Father, Mother, Brother....
 
...I am studying for the TOEFL test (I will take it on 12th April). I need it for my application to Radhadesh. 
 
I wonder if I will have the necessary score! I am studying and Krsna hopefully will help me from inside. 
 
After Mexico I feel myself more confident, I learned a lot about my skills and faults. It was really nice experience, so nice association, learning, I felt very useful to the mission. But being sincere, I feel unsatisfied. I feel material subtle things are improving: more confident in psicological and personal/character aspects, my feelings, relation to others, and also in my desicion to study, and it is nice... but maybe I am missing main things, maybe spiritually I am not working so hard/deep. I don't want to just chant like a parrot for many years, but sometimes I feel I am not working deeply to involve my heart. 
 
           ASA -  Hmmmm.    We are not so sure that we are better than you and can even make any comment on this, but is a fact that Srila Prabhupada says that we come to this human form of life after hundreds of millions of births. Guess we have been bacteria a lot. So how can we expect all success in five years!        However, we should see progress!!
 
 
Krsna is so kind with me, how can I correspond? Working hard for him?
 
your eternal servitor, Nitya Kisori devi dasi
 
         ASA - I would say that you are doing as well as you can interms of personal reflection, now you have to pin down your local association.  Get in touch with devotees in Peru.   Sorry this letter little late. We will try to improve our response time.