Hare Krsna Respected Guru Maharaj,
    Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet.
    All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
    All glories to Guru parampara.

    Guru Dev, Answering to our last communication.

    Maharaj,I am happy that you are allowed me to talk on phone. I have booked my ticket for April
    visit (22-30). What will be your phone no in India. Will you come back for Vrandavan this year for
    Kartik yatra. Guru Dev, we want to see Vrandavan through your eyes.
    
    I always think about you....lots of things comes in my mind.

    Guru Dev, I never worried about your health, i know you don't leave at body level. you are always
    with krsna. you have given your everything to Krsna...means this body is not also your. Just you are
    using this body to serve Prabhupada.
    
    when you are do kirtan/dance in very early in the morning, you don't feel body. you are just at
    ecstatic. Thanking tears comes to your eye.You always thanks Krsna for all happiness. The happiness
    and smile at your face that are unexplainable for me.

    By seeing this, i always feel to chase you and i am chasing. I want the test, which you have by
    "Getting a higher taste one gives up the lower taste." (your quote).

    I have been chasing your happiness for a long time, some time, i  also feel for less then 1 second. So
    still chasing and will chase till, i get some thing.

    When i see you, when listen you, when i deeply think about you, i always feel there are many many
    secrets about Krsna, which i am not able to see. but i just understand by see you.

    we always thing about your true happiness, this way you always leave with me.

    I am a dump minded man; don't have skill to understand your lots of words...which you convey
    us...very simple way, again, which has a very deep secret.

    I always feel, relationship with you, not only this life but for many many lifes. I always feel, i was a
    very very tiny servant in your last life.
    
    Guru Dev, bless me so that.......i can come back to you, again.

your fallen servant,
Girivaradhari-Gopal Das

              HpS - Jaya Giriraja!   AGTSP.    Thank you for your inspiring letter.   We leave for India on Monday.  I sent you telephone information in Yahoo letter answer.  So we should talk soon.    Even if we are very mechanical because of past sinful life, by chanting, chanting, chanting, Bhakti yoga our hearts will soften and we will become nice friendly people.  We hope to hear so much about Temple opening.  We would like to be there.