Here we are gurudeva, trying to survive in this materialistic system.

Beginning the year is not very good, I have received several blows emotional touched.

This year I have thought to resume my studies and work harder, that has meant having to 

leave my clothes saffron, a shame.

Along with this there have been some speculation about this decision, all accompanied by 

commentary lacking arguments and full of aggression.

It has affected me a lot, I continue my morning schedules at home with my deities.

I do not know how to make these things do not affect me, Im too sensitive when the 

family (devotees) do this kind of thing.

Well, I have experienced many things in this spiritual path, my lord krishna is still 

adorable and you my most important refuge and love.

I hope not to disappoint his weak servant

Lalita Madhava Das