Time of the Truth

11 years, 4 months ago by candra108_mukhi in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krsna Beloved Gurudeva:

AGTSP ¡¡ PAOHO 
 

Thank U so much for your visit ¡¡¡¡  Thank U so much for your association in chile ¡¡¡ wonderful ratha yatra 

I have learned so much How to be a Brahmana a real Brahmana not a bluffer as U called me last class when I couldn't recall the BG 10.11 

So I am reviewing my verses. How can we know them by heart?? quoting them in  class?? reciting everyday  uff because there are a lot BV verses umm what is your technique?? please tell us

Also as I told U in skype I will start giving classes in the temple again , we have to be prepare to preach ¡¡

i have also realized that we have to be very careful with our character because we are representing U. We feel so sorry when people critize U because of us your disciples or may I say so called disciples ¡¡ I do not want to be a so called disciple  I wanted to be always under your eternal shelter please kindly forgive all my faults I am going to be better day by day by your mercy and by Srila Prabhupada's mercy 

Gaura Nitay aren't ready yet sama dhamas tapa saucam .... a brahmana is patient umm and tolerant umm I have to practice this on the other hand I am thinking why They do not want to return??? umm I guess is only my mind (candra jeje)

Again and again and again please forgive us and help us in order to be better tools for Srila Prabhupada I am so dumb forgive us because we do  not please U.

 I feel sometimes too lonely I need protection I remember my father I need his protection so much ... Krsna is my only shelter 3 lonely women in a big house ¡¡ Hanuman is here to protect us but I have the possibility to have Prahlada Nrishma .. Is it proper if I have Prahlada Nrishma deity??? I need protection I think that the deities protect us 

Krsna is  muy husband can U arrange the marriage???

Sorry for the long letter, we miss U so much, thanks for all your mercy sometimes we do not know how to take advantage of that

Always aspiring to be your disciple I feel that I am not in that position yet

Tomorrow is ekadasi is a good day to start

Your eternal servant, little daughter

Monkey warrior = Candramonkey dd

HPS - AgtSP Pamho. Thank you for your nice letter. We are fighting with this android tablet. One nice way to refresh our memory of verses is to pause when we see Srila Prabhupada citing or paraphrasing verses and then try to recollect the verse by our own memory and even the verse location. Doesn't have to be the exact Text number. Even which part of which chapter of which canto is enough to find it quickly. Gaura nitai are enough to protect us. Remember Lord's dealing with Jagai and Mad a when they attacked Lord Caitanya. Of course, if you wa nt then you an certainly worship Lord in the form of Lord, Nrsmha! 5 minutes to type this on the tablet... 6.30am - 25-rounds chanted. We look for Prasadam now.