DEAR GURUDEVA, PAMHO, AGTSP!!,
I AM VERY HAPPY TO KNOW YOU ARE RECOVERING NICELLY FROM THE POISON.<img alt="smiley" height="20" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/regular_smile.gif" title="smiley" width="20" />
ASA - AGTSP paoho... Actually there is still some suspcious inflamation and we had to go back on steroids for the second time. it caused a lot of stress on the heart...
BHADRA AND I JUST CAME BACK FROM HOLLIDAYS.
I AM DOING A LOT OF WORK WITH A SENIOR MATAJI(RASA) FROM ABOUT ONE YEAR AND HALF, SHE HELPS ME IN ALL AEREAS OF MY LIFE, TRAUMAS, GRHASTA ASHRAM, UNDERSTANDING MY LEVEL...I SEE HER COMING INTO MY LIFE, BECAUSE OF CHANTING, AND I CHANT BECAUSE OF YOU, SO IT ALL HAPPENS THANKS TO YOU. I ASKED HER TO TEACH ME SO THAT I COULD HELP OTHERS LATER.THIS WORK REALLY ATTRACTS ME AND I WANT TO DEVELOPE IT AS MY LIFE´S WORK AND SERVICE FOR THE DEVOTEES.<img alt="" height="18" src="http://www.hps.monkeywarrior.com/sites/all/libraries/ckeditor/plugins/smiley/images/40.gif" title="" width="18" />
DEAR GURUDEVA, I WANT TO BECOME SINCERE AND SHOW YOU WHO I AM,SO I MUST ACCEPT I AM MIXED,I LOVE USING MANY TECHNIQUES FOR INSTROPECTION, SELF-GROWTH AND SO ON (EVERYTHING FAVORABLE...).I NEED TO FEEL FREE TO GO TO TEMPLE WHEN I WANT TO,I ALLREADY WENT TO SCHOOL AND AFTER TO WORK BECAUSE "I HAD TO",I AM GIVING UP MY SERVICE IN THE TEMPLE, BUT I AM JOINING A BD, HARINAM, PRASADAM DISTRIBUITION AND STREET THEATRE NEW GROUP.( I AM REALLY LOOKING FORDWARD TO GIVE YOU NEWS ABOUT IT REALLY SOON). I PREFER TO DO ONE SERVICE WITH THE HEART THAN A MOUNTAIN OF ROBOTIC ACTS TO GIVE YOU ROBOTIC REPORTS.(FORGIVE ME BUT THIS IS A LITTLE BIT WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING, SINCE THE WEDDING)JAYANTA IS A REALLY NICE PERSON, IT IS ME THAT NEED TO DO THINGS DIFFERENT,IN THIS WAY I HOPE HE CAN GET A PEACEFUL MIND FROM MY ASSOCIATION.
I HOPE YOU CAN ACCEPT ME LIKE THIS, BECAUSE THIS IS MY LEVEL, I LOVE YOU, AND I WANT O BECOME AN INSTRUMENT, BUT IF I WANT TO BE HAPPY I THINK THIS INSTRUMENT MY NOT BE AN ISKCON´S DEVOTEE PERFECT EXAMPLE.(AT LEAST EXTERNALLY)
YOUR ETERNAL SERVANT.
SANANDA DD
ASA - Well, we thought this was your level all along, but... you know too that there has to be some push. It can be a very, very fun game but... there have to be some basic rules to the game, no? Like: You have to drive on the right hand side of the road! If you don't follow the rules then you will hrt yourself and others very, very badly!
Rule: Get up early and get your rounds done!
O.K. Now lets go out and play!!!!! With Gopal and Sudama and Sridama and Subala ...
Is, O.K? We just got ticket for Europe. Write about it in the DTC!
Thank you.....