Hare Krsna Gurudeva
Please accept my humble obeisances
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
Excuse to write 2 times with almost the same report.
ASA - AGTSP! (((paoho))) We chant the same Mantra at least 1,728 times a day!!
I became worried thinking you are displeased with me (maybe is my speculation?).
ASA - SUre is. We wrote that in another letter. We think you are probably a much better devotee than we are!
I think maybe you was not pleased with things I wrote in my reports, because I am not intelligent in what I write.
I remember a lot what you told me, I am trying to understand:
-she never has the right to complain about anything (this means I don't have to complain when you correct me?)
HpS - Huh? Don't understand. We can complain. Arjuna was making all kinds of complaints about what Krsna was teaching him, but he did it with a desire to understand correctly and clear understanding of the level and character of his teacher.
-We can only hope that you get the inside essence of all that you are doing, so that you can keep on doing it forever, so that you become a permanent sailor on Srila Prabhupada's boat!!! (this means I have to be less false ego of what I do, and try to get the essence, to improve my bhakti, not only external achievements?)
HpS - We do the externals to get the internals! Chant with the tongue to get to the heart. :0) !
- the fact still remains that all the boys should remain celibate and all the girls should get married, no? Please run a little faster! (this means I should think about getting married to be protected?)
HpS - Yes, as Krsna arranges. But girls also have Fathers, Brothers, Sons. Even if it is social arrangement and not Biological. Godbrothers. And if all else fails Krsna will marry you. Especially He is kind in taking wives in the Kali-yuga. May goodness, things are getting so difficult that I think I will marry Krsna!
I wanted to thanks the patience you have with me, and to be my spiritual master, to teach me, to guide me, and to help me to cut my false ego and attachments. I am trying to improve in terms of japa, and 4 regulative principles, trying to surrender my mind that this is the key to have good intelligence to please my Guru.
Hare Krsna Gurudeva,
your servant, Nitya Kisori dd
ASA -- Oink! Oink! Whoop! Whoop! Monkey and Piggy are pleased with. Uncle Gismo is NOT pleased with you (of course he is not pleased with anybody. He is a scientist).
Just keep on wth your Sankirtana career! (It's also the most fun (and you can go on perfecting it with your friends even in Goloka)) and the VAD stuff will naturally follow.