Hare Krsna Maharaj Dandvat Pranam
AGTSP, PAMHO

Hope your health is better. ..

ASA - AGTSP   paoho.  Brother Ass is a lot better but still inflamation, too much "pitta" in the throat mouth and tongue.  We are working on it.  Austerities.

Lot of development took place in 6 weeks. Last report we wrote when you were in Manipur. We wanted to write but always delayed to get better mind set and write in a theme. While writing we are not again able to synthesize thoughts and present in sequential or connected manner.. but still we write, we can not delay things till eternity...

1. We[ wife and me] had 90 minute skype call with Anantrupa Pr he gave us some pointers to implement. We also met Sri Hari Pr in delhi for 90 minutes he gave us attitude which we should have. 

2.our wife has concluded that its too much for her to , take care of child,house chores,do thesis and do spi activites [ in decreasing priority as we understand]. The Spi activites were actually recommendation of Anant Rupa pr. However due to our eventual stupid behaviour, she has deleted spi activities from her list and become agnostic. Special contribution is of scientific theories which we read in high school on which she support herself.

3. her aim is Mode of goodnes.. she believes one can become good without god. we were not able to give her convincing answer of question : what is diff between well behaved atheist and mis behaving theist like ourself... she is not against our practice... but is sort of neutral

4. we understand the fault is ourself that we can not follow brahmanical behaviour.

5. on sadhana level we dwindled. but kept 4 rules and avg 16 rounds intact. literally no reading, temple, hearing, temple or morning program.

6. our thesis is stuck because inability of our intelligence to separate work and domestic life.

7. we have some questions, we can not recall them most of them, but few are here::
  a. how are tongue which is matter can produce anti mater/ spiritial vibration
 

HpS - ASA - Matter is an energy of Krsna.  It can be used Spiritually or Materially. That is our choice.   Is a gun good or bad?

  b. these days after 5 rounds [ even inattentive] causes unexplainable pain in our head and back of neck.. [we speculate it is due to relief from agitation]

HpS -  Hmmm.  Don't know.  Sounds more like sitting posture...  but better to die doing Japa-nam.

Yes, as you make progress, Mataji will most likely start doing Japa again also. You have to save yourself to save here.

we are sorry to disappoint u again. but we have desire to improve...

regards,
bhakta horse

HpS - Seems your whole family community, hers, yours, are all Ksatriya people.  Determination of continue to death.     But enthusiasm is more important than patience, determination.  Than means going ahead with enlightenment.  That means Lght of the Bhagavata.   So get a habit.     I would recomend Caitanya caritamrta.   Start reading every day before breakfast.  Can't eat until one page done.  Then report back to us.       Honestly seems like you can make good conclusion to this race!!