Hare krishna!! Jay Srila Prabhupada !!
All glories to Srila Prabhupada !!...Please Accept my most humble and respectful obeisances !!
My Sadhana report : Mangala Artik, 16 rounds of japa (everydays), Assistant of Pujari (thursday and sunday) , Maintenance of the temple, Bhakti-sastri with Laksmana Agraja Prabhu(sunday) and the other days i work in my locksmith shop.
About my situation of married, for many years ago i did'nt have good relationship with my spouse so we decide to divorce last year because Rai KIshori Mathaji does'nt want any relationship with me. I try my best for arrange my situation but it's not possible and i understand that she does'nt want nothing of me . So my sons and i decide to help Rai kishori dd to cooperate with her happiness but she does'nt want any help of us and she feel frustrated about our married because i know that from the beginning we starded bad . now she is in relationship with Bhakta Felix and she leave the house for 1 week my sons:
-Hrisikesha Govinda Das (Does'nt mind).
-Radha Kishori Sundari dd(She is not agree and she does'nt want to come home because when she comes to home her mother always discusswith me and then she try to help but her mother does'nt want anything and they discuss for me )
-Sri Isvara das (He is not agree) and Caitanya Candrodaya das(he is not agree but he understand that his mother was suffering for along time so He called to her from India manytines for speak with her trying to fix and calm down the situation and he say if my mother wants to be happy let give the opportunity and krishna will arrange her happiness)
Rai Kishori dd wrote a letter to caitanya candrodaya das that she doest'nt want illicit sex just she wants protection and feels happy servant to krishna together with him. we dont know if she is gona come back to HOme but i will go to my mother's house if she want to come back to home , she wrote a letter to caitanta that she is gona leave the house because she does'nt want to discuss with me and anyone.
I will be out of her life and just i will follow with my duty and keeping chanting hare krishna, bhakti-sastri, service and etc .
Always we will help her when she needs.
His servant Anuraksa Das .
HpS - ASA - Jaya! Kali-yuga is a complete mess. Things were bad enough in other ages, but now it is catastrophy, but the really good thing is that if you take shelter of the Holy Names, Hare Krsna, Hare Rama, then you can easily ge free from all these things and go to the Spiritual world! Jaya. So our only thought is that. Stick to Srila Prabhupada's order of 16-enthusiastic rounds and 4-principles strictly and we will see that all these material relations adjust and become auspicious.