Hare Krishna Maharaja,
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada!
Thank you for your reply. It helped us a lot. Yogendra sends his thanks big time. I hope your health is good as well.
Maharaj, today Yogendra and I were discussing how I'm not very fond of book distribution as I used to be. He said it is because I have envy towards him which he seems to be fine with. So, he tried to help me but he couldn't and instead told me to ask you for some instruction on how to relieve myself of my envy since you are free from it. Envy is very icky.
Your aspiring servant,
Rasa-mandali dd
HpS - AGTSP Pamho. Your question is too complicated for our dull brain. Jealousy is that I want what some one else has. There ability. I want to be able to play guitar like them.
Envy is "En Vidi", I want them dead!
Are you jealous or envious? We have so much anger and arrogance in our heart. Basic thing is to be good devotees. Then understand basic principles of Sannyasa dharam, wife Dharma, Husband Dharma, and follow them in our dealings. Lets not expect too much ecstacy on our VAD dealings at this point. But they can be fun for the most part.