Always confused in Utah

11 years, 11 months ago by BhaktaAdrian in Personal Sadhana Reports

Hare Krishna,

Please accept my most humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

It is strange how things turn out. Reb and I have been having a series of fights. We are usually arguing about different things during the same conversation. I'll spare the details (I could go on and on). I suggested to her that we not live together for some time. I thought that was reasonable. Since then, Krishna arranged for it to be so regardless of my choice. Caru and Vai asked that we do that also. That was also something that we had to argue about. I'm not really sure what happened with her, but she won't even talk to me. It  has gone to a further extreme than I anticipated. We'll see how it goes. Nervous, confused, lost, and undeserving of my blessings as always...

Your fallen servant,

Bhakta Adrian

HpS -  Jaya!   AgtSP.     Do you want to exploit her for your peace or do you want to help her?