Previous node: /16412/ /16362/

Hari Bol, TB.

You are always with HpS, he must be physically busy. Well in node 16412 he asked me if we have some news. Well physically we have developed Arthritis so moving body is painful now. Intresting thing is it's an auto immune disease, your immune system your self. Why not.

In node 16362 he told us basic program, four rules are intact, can not sit straight for long time, hence having leaning chair, we chant on that max 4 rounds at one go, as we often doze off.

Daily sleep is around 10 +hrs .

Chanting is completely mechanical.

Surviving as can not kill our self

surviving on subsidy,

students have hazy concepts about meat, beer, divinity etc, tough to convince them for surrender and chant holy name.

May be we are arm chair philosopher.

Hopeful that son will meet us , then we meet you and we might re ignite.

the above section was written in monirng, the current section is written in afternoon. we Saw this Narsimha photo, felt like talk to him. felt energised looking at him. Krsna /Rama is sweet but may not for us may be at this time.

may be our mind is distorted towards vibhatsa rasa, it was our fortune to meet alteast one person whom we can communciate this.

HpSwami - Hare Krsna. Sounds like you are inhabiting the body of a rose bush.

Well, in Braja there are also roses. Uddhava just wanted to be a blade of grass.

Some times we are physically exhausted to that we cannot chant on beads. Then we draw and chant one syllable for each pen stroke and count them.

Haw Haw Haw Ray. The Evil One cannot stop us, and every Mantra has an essential contribution for Krsna's schemes.