Nitya Kiśori dd reporting

12 years, 7 months ago by b.Natalia Molina in Personal Sadhana Reports

Gurudeva, Hare Krsna
Please accept my humble obeisance
All glories t Srila Prabhupada!
During a Srimad Bhagavatam class in Chiclayo you spoke that in Isckon there is already the possibility to follow a brahminical formation, even to the bachelor degree, and you mentioned the Bhaktivedanta College in Belgium.
Also, when I talked to you about my education, you mentioned that I could study education. And I was working on that idea, and finally I am convinced: I want to do it!
So I wrote to the Bhaktivedanta College, to Maharaja Yadunandana Swami, I spoke to my parents, and it seems everything is favorable!
I was thinking to go there the next year, but Maharaja Yadunandana has told that it is good if I can start this year, also my parents think so.  The classes start at middle of September.

The positive points to go this year are:
-I can start earlier and finish one year before
-My younger brother starts the university the next year, and the economic charge for both educations together will be hi. If I go this year, it is 2, and not 3 year of difficulty to pay both education fees.
The negative points are:
-I made plans here, with the authorities, and I have to change, it may be a perturbation (I had to collect my ticket, the bhakti sastri fees), it may be not… I didn’t talk yet. But I feel it is not nice to change, because it was me who ask to come.
-Here I am learning also many things, like a spiritual childhood: asrama, sankirtan, service, sadhana! I will have to leave this, I wonder if it is good for me to continue with this experience longer than September?

I don’t have a ticket to return to Perú, I can go to Belgium form here. I don’t know what it is the best:
1. To continue the whole year here and do lot of sankirtan, and brahmacarini life, and go to Belgium next year.
 2. Or stay here until September, do Bhakti Sastri at Cueramaro, and then apologize myself for the changes and ask if I can leave earlier, so I can start this year at the College?
Both options seems nice to me, what would be more inteligent from a spiritual point of view? For my spiritual formation and development?

Your eternal servant,
Nitya Kisori devi dasi

HpS - ASA - AGTSP     paoho....  Just ask Asta sakhi, Maitrey and Bhakta Vatsala what they think.    Get  all the facts on the table and then chant Hare Krsna and contemplate them and you should get a clear idea of what is best.